When Self-Sabotage Doesn't Look Like Self-Sabotage

This article was adapted from my full newsletter, “Why Do We Keep Ending Up in the Same Place?” You can read the complete article at InnerTalk.com.

Have you ever found yourself repeating a behavior you know isn't helping you—and wondered why you keep doing it?

We tend to think of self-sabotage as something obvious: procrastinating on an important project, abandoning a goal, spending money we meant to save, or falling back into a habit we promised ourselves we would change.

But self-sabotage is not always that easy to recognize. Sometimes it looks perfectly reasonable.

When Protection Becomes a Pattern

Many of the patterns that get in our way may have started for understandable reasons. Perhaps we were criticized, embarrassed, rejected, disappointed, or hurt, and somewhere along the way we learned a way of thinking or behaving that helped us avoid experiencing that pain again.

The problem is that yesterday's protection can become today's prison.

We may avoid speaking up because remaining quiet once protected us from criticism. We may keep our expectations low because disappointment hurts less when we don't expect too much. We may procrastinate because not finishing something protects us from finding out whether we can succeed—or fail.

And after enough repetition, we may no longer recognize these responses as protection at all. They simply feel like us.

The Stories We Stop Questioning

I know how easily this can happen because I carried one of those stories myself for years.

When I was in high school, a teacher I greatly admired once returned an essay to me with such obvious disdain that the moment stayed with me. The actual problem was formatting, not my writing, but somehow I absorbed a different message.

Years later, when we hired someone at Progressive Awareness who said she was good at English, I automatically handed the editing over to her. I didn't think I was incapable of doing it, but I didn't have much confidence in my own ability either.

When Eldon saw the finished work, he was horrified by the errors, and I ended up redoing the whole thing myself.

Looking back, the interesting part wasn't that someone else had done a poor job. It was that I had been perfectly capable of doing the work all along. Yet an experience from years earlier had quietly influenced a decision I was making in the present.

How many of our present choices are still being influenced by conclusions we stopped questioning years ago?

Changing the Pattern

This is one of the reasons Eldon and I have spent so many years working with subconscious programming and self-talk.

Every time we repeat the idea that we are not capable of achieving something, we reinforce the very limitation we wish we could escape. Changing the pattern therefore involves more than simply deciding that we should behave differently. It can also mean changing the beliefs and inner dialogue supporting the old behavior.

The Eliminating Self-Sabotage album was compiled to address many of these underlying patterns. It contains nine complete programs utilizing multiple InnerTalk technologies, including InnerTalk®, OZO™, Echo-Tech™, and Power Imaging™.

Together, the programs work with areas such as invalidation, low confidence, anger, negative inner scripts, emotional wounds from the past, self-destructive patterns, and the belief that we somehow do not deserve success, happiness, or fulfillment.

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A Different Question

Perhaps instead of asking ourselves, “Why do I keep doing this?” we might sometimes ask a different question: “What old story could still be influencing what I do?”

Because when that story is recognized, questioned, and replaced, it no longer has to keep shaping what comes next.

And that, to me, is one of the most beautiful possibilities of personal growth.

[Read the full article: Why Do We Keep Ending Up in the Same Place?]

Warmly,

Ravinder Taylor